time

No more


Reflections are dissolving,
Colours are dripping of the skin.
No more dreams and paralysis,
No more darkness and shades.
A light air draft
Is pushing forward,
Step by step.
Walking towards the Sun,
Entering the glass door,
Not waiting for the next moment.
A quick jump that lasts eternity
Passed before I could notice.
Objects and concepts melt
Under the sunlight,
No way up
Or down;
No more hell
Or heaven;
The seconds have perished.
No more time.

Let me in


Scar after scar,
Word after word,
I keep trying to get up
From the knees you put me on.
Your screaming becomes muted,
I see your lips moving,
Those mad eyes
Drilling me and draining my energy.
I thought you hated me.
But after looking inside
All I saw was a child,
A child terrified of failure,
Hiding behind the anger,
Anger that is destroying us both.
Give me your hand.
Break the field of hatred,
And let yourself trust me.
There is always time to change who you are,
Just
Let.
Me.
In.

Pixels


I am a leafless tree.

Green is fading to grey with every day

That turns into minutes

And seconds;

Time is picking up speed and taking off.

I can’t follow,

I am busy counting numbers and pixels.

Absorbed by the monotonous sounds

I don’t raise my head towards the other pair of eyes;

It’s not looking at me anymore.

I see shades of blue directed elsewhere.

Longing for the past,

Reminiscing of the lost,

Of the useless.

The dreary air is crawling into the lungs

And greying me out.

I am pixelating.

Now you can’t tell me from the pixels

That I was so busy counting.