Execution

I smell your hair
When you get closer;
Need to remind myself to breathe,
Be in control.
Stay in control.
You must be holy,
I feel the warm light
As you take my hand
And lead me towards a mahogany door.
Let us see how far your halo can bend.

Your heartbeat echoes in the room,
I close my eyes to savour the moment
And drown in the rhythmic beat.
I can hear you smile
As your lips are right above mine.

All the deaths
That have clenched my essence
Are flashing before
My eyes.
Let’s have another sip
And see where it takes us,
You, seductive creature.

I am invited,
My hands are grasping air
And restricted by my favourite
Red rope.

You must be feeling playful,
How cute.
Why is everything here in red and black?
What are those bones?
Did I misjudge the angelic face?

The sounds leaving your lips
Make the crosses turn;
Am I the sacrifice?
Will my blood spill,
Bubbling on your thighs?

I have come to watch you break,
But will I be the one
Bent beyond my limits?

The execution is imminent;
My bloodless skull will be crushed,
And I long for that one last kiss.

One

Fingers sliding between the ribs,

I feel you reaching out

To the broken and worn out

Me.

Trying to re-ignite the frozen engine

You crush the bones,

Not knowing that

The moment your lips touched mine 

I surrendered my breath and soul

To you.

Take the heart 

And keep it as yours.

Let it beat in tact with your thoughts,

Let my fate be you

And us become one.

Precious

The silver mirrors

Have stopped showing my face;

Instead I see sapphires in my eyes.

I see the biggest heart

Pumping warm blood,

Crucified soul

That has been resurrected

By the sweet kiss of redemption.

The sacred union,

The perfect symbiosis of souls.

The hand that helped me open my eyes,

Offering the life,

Offering the love.

I long to merge into one,

Into the precious eyes

That see the world for what it is,

That will be a part of us,

Knowing the real human feelings.

A part of you,

A part of me;

Love.